Past thoughts

In the past
I believed I was
Worthless
A bastard
Unlovable
Even worse
I hated me
I lied
And cheated
Hid from all
The child within
Frightened

You came along
Showing you cared
Changing my ways
Then as always
I hurt you
Destroying
The good
That was created
By true friendship

Now I am
In the dark
Once more
Self inflicted
But changed
Never the same
No more
To cause pain
Ever again
Other than to myself
I’m good at that

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